Then, I got irritated again before bed because it was already late, and I had to clean up another pet mess. Since I was completely over the frustration from earlier, my attitude wasn't very nice. Poor Joseph that I was mad at him.
As I explained to him why I was in a funk, he offered to do whatever I needed to get me more Scentsy work time. I told him it would work itself out when the time was right. I just needed to be prepared and open to work when life allowed.
What I meant was that I have to put it in the Lord's hands to give me what I need to be successful. It doesn't mean I don't have to work at it because I mostly certainly do. I have to have faith that it will work out when He knows I'm really ready, and if and when it's my best way to serve Him
I felt such a sense of relief just feeling that in my heart. I said a prayer of extra thanks and told Him that I was feeling kinda maxed out. Guess what! Rylee slept until almost 6:00. You can't tell me prayer doesn't work.
I was so grateful (even waking up with the cold my lovely daughter shared with me) for that little blessing. I owe Him so much, and I have so much to learn. It was time to study again, so I did. I finished the first session of What Happens When Women Say Yes to God and started the second session. It felt good!!!
~Heather
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