Have Faith

When I started last night's blog post I was frustrated about how difficult it for me to get things done.  By the time I was done, I felt better.  I realized that I have to make the choice to do what I can when I can and try to go with the flow as much as possible.

Then, I got irritated again before bed because it was already late, and I had to clean up another pet mess.  Since I was completely over the frustration from earlier, my attitude wasn't very nice.  Poor Joseph that I was mad at him.

As I explained to him why I was in a funk, he offered to do whatever I needed to get me more Scentsy work time.  I told him it would work itself out when the time was right.  I just needed to be prepared and open to work when life allowed.  

What I meant was that I have to put it in the Lord's hands to give me what I need to be successful.  It doesn't mean I don't have to work at it because I mostly certainly do.  I have to have faith that it will work out when He knows I'm really ready, and if and when it's my best way to serve Him

I felt such a sense of relief just feeling that in my heart.  I said a prayer of extra thanks and told Him that I was feeling kinda maxed out.  Guess what!  Rylee slept until almost 6:00.  You can't tell me prayer doesn't work.

I was so grateful (even waking up with the cold my lovely daughter shared with me) for that little blessing.  I owe Him so much, and I have so much to learn.  It was time to study again, so I did.  I finished the first session of What Happens When Women Say Yes to God and started the second session.  It felt good!!!

~Heather