Letting the devil win

I hate to admit it, but the devil beat me the last 2 nights.  Tonight was the worst. My hormones certainly seem to give him an open door.  Some days I'm stronger, some days I'm not.

I'm not going to share the details.  I'm not ready to be that real and raw and open.  Suffice it to say that I'm tired, irritated, and frustrated which leads me to doubt everything about myself.   It's a regular pattern that I can't seem to break no matter how hard I try or pray.

But I'll keep trying and praying because I don't know what else to do.

~Heather